but something weird happened this year when the clock struck 12. normally i feel like something new has started. it's a psychological thing..i just convince myself that "oooh..the NEW year."
but this year, i didn't feel anything. i was sitting there with my friends Justin and Taylor, and they announced it and it just felt like i was in a movie, acting, and there wasn't anything really different happening.
it was so odd....i can't really understand why that happened.
i left my phone in the car and couldn't tell my best friend Jessica happy new year. i regret leaving it. i really wanted to tell her.
hearing it at 3 in the morning is not the same as hearing it at midnight.